From the depths of her soul, inner strength would rise and become her rock foundation. I was shy and unsure of myself when I was young, but as a woman, I blossomed and became strong and independent. Through my illnesses, I stayed strong. I have been knocked down, but get up time and time again. … Continue reading Depths of her soul
... to my ex narcissistic, pathological lying, pathetic, weak boyfriend, Thank you for once again protecting someone other than me. You wonder why I'm so mean? You made me this way with your constant lies and betrayals. Don't ever contact me because I will continue to call you out for who you really are. I know the … Continue reading Open letter
I am releasing pain, betrayal and abandonment from
my heart. Hiding the torment of what happened is killing me.
By releasing it to the Universe I am clearing the clutter
from my head and making room in my heart and soul to heal.
I will feel love and happiness once again.
~ Gia Bennett
Betrayal, lying, cheating, hiding things from you, they are all enough to make you hurt. Put them all together with the pity act, finding ways around blocks to contact you, and throwing details of infidelity in your face, you then have to deal with me breaking. I don't know who I have become and I … Continue reading The destruction of me
No matter how tattered and worn life has caused you to feel, use that knowledge and experience to alter it. Just when you think there is nothing left, there is still that shred of courage and strength. Keep patching the fragments, and you will find something beautiful and worth fighting for.
Looking back on things that troubled me through life. ADD, sexual assault, depression, cancer battles, giving up on a healthy lifestyle, even being shamed for being a stay at home mom. Now that I am older I realize they empowered me.
During the past few weeks I have had my strength tested several times. The #metoo campaign brought very vivid memories flooding back. One night my boyfriend woke me from a nightmare. Apparently I was kicking violently in my sleep. I think he was grateful I was laying on my back and kicking up instead of … Continue reading Strength