Depths of her soul

From the depths of her soul, inner strength would rise and become her rock foundation. I was shy and unsure of myself when I was young, but as a woman, I blossomed and became strong and independent. Through my illnesses, I stayed strong. I have been knocked down, but get up time and time again. … Continue reading Depths of her soul

Open letter

... to my ex narcissistic, pathological lying, pathetic, weak boyfriend, Thank you for once again protecting someone other than me. You wonder why I'm so mean? You made me this way with your constant lies and betrayals. Don't ever contact me because I will continue to call you out for who you really are. I know the … Continue reading Open letter

The destruction of me

 Betrayal, lying, cheating, hiding things from you, they are all enough to make you hurt. Put them all together with the pity act, finding ways around blocks to contact you, and throwing details of infidelity in your face, you then have to deal with me breaking. I don't know who I have become and I … Continue reading The destruction of me

Strength

During the past few weeks I have had my strength tested several times. The #metoo campaign brought very vivid memories flooding back. One night my boyfriend woke me from a nightmare. Apparently I was kicking violently in my sleep. I think he was grateful I was laying on my back and kicking up instead of … Continue reading Strength