Not as We

Alanis Morissette - Not as We Reborn and shivering Spat out on new terrain Unsure unconvincing This faint and shaky hour Day one day one start over again Step one step one I'm barely making sense for now I'm faking it 'til I'm pseudo making it From scratch begin again but this time I as … Continue reading Not as We

Open letter

... to my ex narcissistic, pathological lying, pathetic, weak boyfriend, Thank you for once again protecting someone other than me. You wonder why I'm so mean? You made me this way with your constant lies and betrayals. Don't ever contact me because I will continue to call you out for who you really are. I know the … Continue reading Open letter

The destruction of me

 Betrayal, lying, cheating, hiding things from you, they are all enough to make you hurt. Put them all together with the pity act, finding ways around blocks to contact you, and throwing details of infidelity in your face, you then have to deal with me breaking. I don't know who I have become and I … Continue reading The destruction of me

Fighting for Life

Back in February, I met an amazing woman who gave me the opportunity to go to a Masquerade Ball for benefiting people living with metastatic breast cancer. There is no cure and some don't like the word survivor linked to mets. I disagree! I think of myself as a survivor and a warrior. My battle … Continue reading Fighting for Life